Avatar Korra (
unrestraint) wrote2013-12-15 09:46 pm
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then i'm left in bits, recovering tectonic tremblings
It's not a nightmare, but it still wakes Korra up right away.
She's been tossing and turning all evening. The past few days have been quiet, snow melting away to the soft pitter-patter of rain, and then frost stretching across the roads. Too cold for crowds to mill around outside, and in that sleepy space where the holidays are not yet close enough to celebrate. Having grown accustomed to noise in the space around her, the silence is unnerving, and when Korra sleeps, she dreams of Air Temple Island and of Republic City, with motorcars honking through the streets and crowds roaring from the pro-bending arena.
Not for the first time, she laments the fact that her apartment is too small for Naga to sleep in, staring out of her window and wondering if she can even find the polar bear dog so late at night.
She sits on her bed, hugging knees to her chest for only a few minutes before she takes off for the elevator, quickly heading up the seven stories separating her apartment from Naruto's. It's convenient that they live in the same building — if he happens not to be home, she can always return to her place, nothing more than a couple of minutes lost.
Biting down on her lower lip, she knocks, wrapping her robe more tightly around her waist as she waits.
She's been tossing and turning all evening. The past few days have been quiet, snow melting away to the soft pitter-patter of rain, and then frost stretching across the roads. Too cold for crowds to mill around outside, and in that sleepy space where the holidays are not yet close enough to celebrate. Having grown accustomed to noise in the space around her, the silence is unnerving, and when Korra sleeps, she dreams of Air Temple Island and of Republic City, with motorcars honking through the streets and crowds roaring from the pro-bending arena.
Not for the first time, she laments the fact that her apartment is too small for Naga to sleep in, staring out of her window and wondering if she can even find the polar bear dog so late at night.
She sits on her bed, hugging knees to her chest for only a few minutes before she takes off for the elevator, quickly heading up the seven stories separating her apartment from Naruto's. It's convenient that they live in the same building — if he happens not to be home, she can always return to her place, nothing more than a couple of minutes lost.
Biting down on her lower lip, she knocks, wrapping her robe more tightly around her waist as she waits.
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He crosses the apartment slowly from the couch he'd been sitting on, trying and failing to study some maps of Darrow. A visitor is a pleasant surprise, and he opens to peer out with a groggy, curious blue eye before opening the door to Korra, still groggy, but more cheerful.
"Is ... something wrong?" he asks, hesitantly, not sure if he'd rather hear that something is and he can help, or that nothing is, and she'd just been thinking of him. He feels a little awkward about the state of his apartment, now that a girl is standing in it. He's just wearing sweatpants and a wrinkled white shirt that still manages to be too big for him, and though the place isn't a pigstye, there are several emptied plastic bottles of soda sitting around on the coffee table, alongside a styrofoam cup of dirt-cheap instant noodles.
'Dirt-cheap' is a good way to describe most of the stuff in the apartment, that hadn't been there when Naruto got it.
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It's nice.
"No," she answers, finally remembering his question as she steps closer, plucking teasingly at his shirt with another huff of warm laughter. "Well, not really. I woke up from a dream. Not a bad one or anything, but I couldn't fall back asleep after that, and I felt a little lonely."
Cheeks pinking, Korra's eyes narrow good-naturedly. "I thought of Naga first," she says, tilting her head with a cheeky look. "But you were a very close second. Mind if I come in? I was hoping to, I don't know, swap stories or something, but if you're about to head to bed, I don't want to keep you up."
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He smiles a little apologetically at Korra anyway. "That ... explains the robe, though," he adds. "You want something to drink?"
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"Definitely not dead last," she agrees, before wandering further into Naruto's apartment, a pleased grin on her face as she surveys the area. It's fairly spartan and plain, not much in the apartment beyond what Korra remembers being there when she first moved into her own. Plenty of trash left over from food, though.
She makes a mental note to buy him some proper groceries when she gets the chance.
"Sorry, I should have dressed better before coming," she says, sheepishly pulling her robe tighter and blushing as she sinks down onto Naruto's couch, reaching for the blanket and draping it over herself. "Um... do you have any tea?"
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"What's wrong with what you're wearing?" he asks, not minding the soft-looking robe, or the way it hugs the roundness of her hips when she wraps it more tightly around herself.
He glances to the kitchen a little guiltily. "I have milk, and plain iced tea, and soda, and coffee," he admits. All of it caffeinated; it honestly helps his concentration.
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Fortunately, she's soon distracted from the thought of her robes when Naruto lists out the beverages he has in the apartment, leaping up from the couch to quickly dart into the kitchen.
"Iced tea sounds fine," she says, slipping in before Naruto and opening the fridge out of curiosity. Inside, she finds bottled drinks, an open carton of milk, and containers of takeout still left in their boxes. Arching a brow, she turns to look at Naruto.
"Wow."
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"There's celery sticks," he defends. "Anyway, how much harm could it be doing?" He gestures pointedly down at himself, more on the skinny side of things than anything, in his own opinion. He always had been; Kakashi and Sakura alike had commented on the state of his metabolism more than once.
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Pursing her lips, Korra pushes away from the counter and reaches forward to pat Naruto's abdomen lightly, unable to contain a slightly satisfied grin at the flat planes of muscle clear even with such a brief touch. "I'm not just saying this because your metabolism might slow down. When you eat healthily, you get the energy you need to do everything else better, too. Believe me, after I got here and discovered pizza, I ate that for about a week straight. Going back to my regular diet felt really good afterward. Felt like I was cleansing myself."
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"It's not an excuse," he quickly qualifies, "I know I need to stop being picky, and I need to eat some fresh vegetables every day. But I need more to eat and more sleep than other people, because of being how I am. I have a friend, Gaara, who's the same way. Except the seal he had on him wasn't as strong as mine, so he never got enough sleep. He was crazy strung-out, it was awful."
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"Feels good," she murmurs, exhaling deeply and wrapping her arms around Naruto's thin waist, closing her eyes to help lose herself in the sensation.
"Let's go grocery shopping together next time. Or you can come to my place for dinner and we can figure out what healthy foods taste good to you," Korra proposes, eyes still closed and enjoying the weave of fingers in her hair.
Her mind quickly grabs onto the mention of someone else from Naruto's world — she remembers him mentioning that he liked to tell others stories about his friends, and so grabs onto every opportunity. It feels like getting to know Naruto better in turn. "I didn't know that you had friends who were the same as you, though. Tell me more about him? Did he grow up in your village?"
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"No," he says, worrying a little at his bottom lip. "I only really knew two people like me at all well. Everyone else was killed by the same people who were after me. But I met Gaara years earlier, when his village came to mine during the chuunin qualification exams. Gaara was from the Hidden Sand. We have a lot in common. Our histories, I mean. Other than that, though, we're pretty much night and day. More like," Naruto says, finding a more accurate way to put it, "Air and Earth. Although funny enough, I think his affinity is for wind, too. And there's Killer Bee, he was an old dude, like in his middle fifties. But also the coolest guy I ever met."
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As always, his stories are sobering, but Korra's learning to face them rather than get lost in the emotional consequences Naruto must have ridden out ages ago.
"I don't think that's really weird. Mmm... sandbending is a type of earthbending, where I'm from. Those people still have all of the strength and stubbornness of earth, but it's a little more flexible than your average earthbender, because the movement of sand is a lot more like air or water. You have to be able to think like an airbender and an earthbender in order to understand sandbending, or so I'm told," Korra muses, tilting her head. "I'm not good at it. At all, actually, even though I can bend both air and earth. I'm also not good at metalbending, which is the opposite — you have to be incredibly focused to bend metal."
Slowly starting to trace a small circle on Naruto's hip with a thumb, Korra wrinkles her nose. "Killer Bee sounds like a funny name."
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"Couch?" he says, wrapping a hand over hers and pulling both of them back toward the living room, coaxing. Curling up on it with Korra and a blanket sounds like an ideal night, with the miserable weather outside, and the emptiness of the apartment before she'd arrived.
"Not all of the Hidden Sand ninja can bend sand," he tells her. "Although a lot of the powerful ones can. I guess it's smart to be a Sand-nin with a terrain advantage. And then Gaara had Shukaku in him. Bee-occhan had Hacchan. The One-Tail and the Eight-Tails. That's just three out of nine. I actually think it's sad I never got a chance to really get to know more."
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Maybe he just wants to cuddle.
"Are you able to connect to them through their spirits somehow? I mean, there's only ever one Avatar living at once, but each Avatar is able to connect to their past lives through the spirit connection that binds us all, all the way back to the first Avatar. We're even able to attack using all of the knowledge and powers of the Avatars combined, in what's called the Avatar State," Korra says, settling down on the couch next to Naruto and immediately sliding close to his warmth. "I haven't really had a chance to talk to most of the Avatars, though. At all, actually. Aang, the Avatar before me, tried to communicate by sending me memories while I meditated, but we haven't had a proper conversation."
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"I'm really bad at stuff like this, but what I remember is, the Ten-Tails' body was sealed into the moon, and its chakra was sealed inside the Sage of the Six Paths, the very first jinchuuriki, and the son of the first person who could use their chakra to create spells. While the Ten-Tails was inside him, he split it into nine parts. Kurama is one of them. I can't talk to any of Kurama's old jinchuuriki, but Kurama knew them. So the Avatar State reunites you with all of your past lives?" He asks, making an impressed and slightly nervous expression.
"Just how many is that, anyway?"
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Then again, Korra wonders now if the pieces to her own world are more numerous than she'd assumed for so many years, and it's the subtleties that she's yet to find and address. After all, until arriving in Republic City, Korra had no idea that the Equalist movement even existed.
"So... I guess that the Ten-Tails was split up because it was just too strong?" Korra muses, glancing down at Naruto's abdomen with a furrowed brow. Kurama's already so strong; she can hardly imagine what it's like to have eight more of him in the world. "It must be strange to have been part of something bigger and then split up like that. And even weirder to face some of your other parts after you've been separated."
Narrowing her eyes, Korra offers a small, hesitant smile. "The Avatar State kind of reunites me with past lives, yeah, but it's not like a conversation. It's more like having those memories available in the back of my head. At least, that's what I've heard — I haven't been able to manage it just yet," she says, ducking sheepishly. "It's something that the Avatar achieves either out of desperation, or through enlightenment. I'm trying to get there through the latter, obviously. Been meditating. It hasn't worked yet. It's kind of a dangerous tactic, though. If the Avatar dies while in the Avatar State, the cycle of the Avatar stops. There have been hundreds of Avatars so far, maybe even more that we don't have a record of, so it's a huge legacy to live up to. I don't want to be the one who breaks that."
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He drums his fingers a little awkwardly over his belly.
What Korra's explaining now doesn't sound totally out there to Naruto. Desperation and enlightenment he knows well enough. He'd originally relied on Kurama's power only out of anger and desperation. It had taken enlightenment to let them both stop being slaves to that tug of war anymore. But what Korra's describing also sounds seriously dangerous, more than Naruto might have thought it was. "So it's not just some super-mode," he says. "If you die when you're like that, the Avatar just goes away forever, then?" Naruto gives Korra a look of quiet comprehension. It explained, in part, why she'd given him so many talks about her responsibility. Her responsibilities really were completely different than his own.
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"I think so. I mean, no one knows for sure, right? Because the Avatar still exists today in me, so there can't have been anyone who's died in Avatar State mode before. Or at least not as long as history dates. But all of my masters have warned me of that, and they were told of the danger by Avatar Aang, who heard it from Avatar Roku before him..." Korra draws in a breath, holding it for several seconds before sighing heavily, shaking her head. "Whether it's true or not, it's not something I want to test. I accept it as being true, just in case."
Shoulders slumping slightly, Korra leans her cheek against the back of the couch, expression slightly dejected. "Not that it matters, because I haven't reached the Avatar State to begin with yet. I need to start meditating again."
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"Maybe I can help with your meditation. I don't know if I'm a good teacher, or a good Avatar tutor, or anything like that, but I am, technically, a sage, for whatever that's worth. Fukusaku-ojiichan taught me how to get complete calm and clarity. It's the only way for me to gather the chakra from nature."
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If nothing else, it can't hurt.
"You're better at it than me, so it's worth at least trying to share those learnings, right?" Korra says, lips pursed as she traces her fingertips over Naruto's knuckles, enjoying the warmth of his palm. "I'd like that. Kind of funny, too. I don't think most girls expect their boyfriends to be the ones to help them find complete calm."
Grinning, she leans forward, brushing the tip of her nose against Naruto's and pressing another kiss to his lips, softly searching.
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"I wanna know what's okay with you," he says, one hand finding Korra's knee and rubbing slow circles. "I mean, I want to know what you're comfortable with. Because I'm pretty sure I'm comfortable with more than that."
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He's staring right at her.
"U-um," stammers Korra, raising a hand to brush her hair back behind an ear, feeling goosebumps travel up her neck at the sensation of his hand on her knee. "I've never done more than kiss a boy before, and I know — I know where things end up, but not that much about... in between. So. I don't know?"
Pulling her lower lip briefly between her teeth and worrying it, Korra's brows knit with a sudden thought. "Are you picturing things right now?"
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"I mean, you're pretty hot. And I'm just ... hoping this can keep working out and I don't screw something up, so of course I'm imagining things I want to do with you." He gives her a look that suggests he's of the opinion that everyone thinks like that. Whether or not they openly admit to it. "What's wrong with wanting to fool around?"
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Her lips part briefly, an unguarded expression on her face as Korra tries to figure out if her discomfort is with Naruto or more within herself.
"I didn't say there was anything wrong. This time," she says, piecing together broken thoughts before reaching up to brush her knuckles faintly over the heated skin of Naruto's cheek. "What are you imagining right now?"
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He dips his head closer to hers again, mouth near her ear, with hushed tones like the confession of a particularly good secret. "Well, a minute ago, it was you in my lap, without your shirt on, so that we could press ours chests together." Which is, in Naruto's opinion, actually kind of boyish and tame, but it's true. "Except now I'm wondering if you never even touched yourself or anything when you were all alone at the South Pole Didn't you ever? Not even once? I've gotta imagine things, when I do that."
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"I didn't," Korra says, wrinkling her nose and shaking her head. "By the time I was old enough to even think about stuff like that, I was constantly training in the different bending arts, preparing myself to be a fully realized Avatar. Plus, I lived in a compound of mostly older guys. Like... seriously older. Then, when I got to Air Temple Island, I was sharing a wing with little girls. There was never time for any of that, and I don't regret it or anything, or feel like I missed out. It wasn't my priority."
Cheeks briefly flushing over how she's let her words run away with her again, Korra leans forward, pushing one of Naruto's shoulders firmly until his back is pressed against the couch. From there, she easily slides on top of Naruto's thighs, knees on either side of his hips, though she glances down with no idea of where exactly to place her hands.
"You can take my robe off," she says quietly, her shoulders trembling in a soft shiver. "I think I'm fine with that."
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It hadn't been different for those girls, but maybe it was different, for girls like Korra.
He stops squinting when she's suddenly stretched across his lap, and he can feel the soft skin of her thighs pressing in on the thin material of his sweats. It is, already, maybe a little better than he imagined, because everything about Korra is just firm in all the right places, and yielding in all the best ones. His breath catches in surprise, before he recovers himself. He slides his hands up along her sides, before finding the tie of her robe with hands that are quietly fumbling, but confident enough.
"Well, maybe you should do it," he says, pulling the tie loose before moving his hands to the hem of his own slept-in t-shirt to pull it up. It's fair. Fair's fair. Especially since they've already been swimming together. She's seen him in less. "When you go home tonight, just get comfortable in your room and try to think about something that gets you all worked up, and just do it. That way you can find out what you like or not."
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There's no sudden desire to pull back, which Korra finds relieving. Just a soft buzz of anticipation that has her squirming a little on the seat, silent again. He tends to her robe more gracefully than he does his shirt, easily pulling it up with a snap of static that makes Korra jump to attention.
"It feels kind of... pointless going at it myself," admits Korra, cheeks flushing darker as she wonders if he'll find her somehow immature or too unlearned for saying so. "What exactly am I supposed to do? Where do I even — it's not half as exciting as being here. With you."
Reaching up with a hand, Korra carefully nudges a single sleeve of her robes down, until it starts to fall over the curve of her shoulder.
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"I'll try not to screw it up too bad, Korra, I promise. I just seriously don't get it. I really want you to be able to get it. I just want you to feel good," he admits, a little helpless, before sliding both warm palms down the stretch of her abdomen, and lower, to stroke at the sensitive skin on the inside of her thighs, face growing hotter. He feels a little like he's going to shake apart, from excitement and nerves, but mostly he's fond. A weirdly tender feeling.
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Only when his hands skirt lower does she start to buckle slightly, a warmth building between her legs and rushing from the way she's seated, knees spread apart, bracketing him loosely.
"Sometimes I feel like I still don't... quite get you," she murmurs, brow furrowed in concentration, on the palms he smooths over her skin. "But I want to."
She finally finds a place for her arms, looping them over Naruto's shoulders and leaning forward until her nose nudges against his again, lips hovering over his mouth with fluttering breath before she leans in and closes the distance, pressing a hard kiss against the curve.
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"You know what, it's fine. I been with me my entire life and I still don't get me. I just ... want to be with you until just the idea of you is enough to send me over the edge. Do you get it? It's like ... "
Naruto meets her eyes directly, shuffling her on his lap until he can snake a thigh between her legs, pressing up against her. The look on his face dares her to look away bashfully. One hand finds Korra's hip again, holding her in place, but the other he doesn't use to touch her. He touches himself with it. Slips it down the length of his own flat stomach to rub gently at the skin just above his cotton pants. When that touch does about all it can manage, slipping his thumb between his lips before pressing it against a pink nipple. It's easy as anything to think of it as her hand. Hers would be better, by far, but that's really not the point. And she won't tell him what she's in for, so he's going to have to let her test it out herself.
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"A-ah," she gasps, curving over slightly as his thigh presses up between her legs, up against where the warmth had been pulsing only moments before. Her legs tense in response, gripping around Naruto's thigh like she might be able to hold him in place, even as some other part of her brain begs for movement, for friction, in ways she's yet to fully understand.
With a shuddered breath through her teeth, Korra watches the movement of Naruto's hand with a clouded vision, back and forth over his abdomen, then up to the pink fullness of Naruto's lips, then down again to where it presses against the soft circle of Naruto's nipple, the pink bright in contrast to her own.
"I think," she stammers, throat tight as she bears down slightly on Naruto's leg with a soft whimper, curiosity getting the better of her as she draws a hand up to pay attention to his opposite nipple, massaging down with avid interest. It's not at all the same as her own, softer and flatter, loose as she presses in a slow circular motion. "I think I may need to return to my place... soon."
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When they finally do it, he wants them both to do it because they want it, and they know what they want.
"We'll just do something really boring for a little while. Chill out. We never really hung out at home before, so that's something I wanna do, and you're here already. I usually settle down by thinking of something totally unappealing."
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Pressing her forehead against Naruto's, Korra's face continues to be pinched in a slight frown before she starts to tug her robe up, reaching around with the sash and wrapping it tightly around her waist.
"I don't know what's unappealing. You aren't unappealing," she says stupidly, before expressing a sudden thought with a snort. "Unless there's a frog coming out of your mouth, I guess."
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"That works. Imagining my friend Chouji from home at the onsen usually works for me," he adds, shaking his head before sliding out from beneath Korra to give the both of them a little space on the sofa. Breathing room. "We could do something to help you get sleepy. Do you like hot drinks? Or board games. Board games work for me."
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It's still a little uncomfortable, the tension and warmth she feels low in her body, but she bites down on her lower lip and tries to follow Naruto's words instead. It helps that he's not all that she sees in her field of vision now.
"I don't know what an onsen is," she admits, leaning fully back and closing her eyes with a contented sigh. "What would you even have to drink that's warm? Coffee or milk? I hope the milk's not expired." She glances over with a teasing smile.
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"It's like .. a public bath? Around a hot spring? Well, I mean, you don't get a bath in the spring with other people. That'd be weird. You shower first and then you get in the springs for a while. The minerals are really good for your skin, or at least, that's what I've been told. It might have just been one of Ero-sennin's two excuses. Either way, it feels like the best thing in the world. I usually end up staying in too long and end up with low blood pressure for the rest of the night," he admits.
"There were tons of them in my country. I guess I never really considered that other countries would be different, even at home."
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Nestling against the couch again and hooking one leg over Naruto's knee, Korra shrugs a shoulder. "If it's the hot water you like, I could always adjust things with my firebending. You felt it when we were at the pool, we just need water that isn't so... chlorinated. I'll even make sure you don't stay in too long."