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Avatar Korra ([personal profile] unrestraint) wrote2013-12-15 09:46 pm
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then i'm left in bits, recovering tectonic tremblings

It's not a nightmare, but it still wakes Korra up right away.

She's been tossing and turning all evening. The past few days have been quiet, snow melting away to the soft pitter-patter of rain, and then frost stretching across the roads. Too cold for crowds to mill around outside, and in that sleepy space where the holidays are not yet close enough to celebrate. Having grown accustomed to noise in the space around her, the silence is unnerving, and when Korra sleeps, she dreams of Air Temple Island and of Republic City, with motorcars honking through the streets and crowds roaring from the pro-bending arena.

Not for the first time, she laments the fact that her apartment is too small for Naga to sleep in, staring out of her window and wondering if she can even find the polar bear dog so late at night.

She sits on her bed, hugging knees to her chest for only a few minutes before she takes off for the elevator, quickly heading up the seven stories separating her apartment from Naruto's. It's convenient that they live in the same building — if he happens not to be home, she can always return to her place, nothing more than a couple of minutes lost.

Biting down on her lower lip, she knocks, wrapping her robe more tightly around her waist as she waits.
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[personal profile] outfoxy 2013-12-16 06:25 am (UTC)(link)
Korra is lucky she's found Naruto there. Normally, he wouldn't spend much time at home indoors, unless he was sleeping (though fairly, he did a lot of that.) But the weather lately's been cold rains, and while Naruto is the sort to go looking for trouble, he isn't the sort to go out of his way to be devoted to being some kind of vigilante. Shitty weather was shitty.

He crosses the apartment slowly from the couch he'd been sitting on, trying and failing to study some maps of Darrow. A visitor is a pleasant surprise, and he opens to peer out with a groggy, curious blue eye before opening the door to Korra, still groggy, but more cheerful.

"Is ... something wrong?" he asks, hesitantly, not sure if he'd rather hear that something is and he can help, or that nothing is, and she'd just been thinking of him. He feels a little awkward about the state of his apartment, now that a girl is standing in it. He's just wearing sweatpants and a wrinkled white shirt that still manages to be too big for him, and though the place isn't a pigstye, there are several emptied plastic bottles of soda sitting around on the coffee table, alongside a styrofoam cup of dirt-cheap instant noodles.

'Dirt-cheap' is a good way to describe most of the stuff in the apartment, that hadn't been there when Naruto got it.
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[personal profile] outfoxy 2013-12-16 06:51 am (UTC)(link)
"Close second is way better than dead last," Naruto says, stepping out of the way of the door good-naturedly, scratching at the hair over his temple, soft and hanging in his eyes without any tending to. "I was just looking at maps of the sewer systems and things here, it was really boring actually, so I'm glad you came." Other than the fair number of houseplants Naruto has already managed to gather, the messy research, and a small stack of short fiction magazines, the apartment shows little other sign of hobbies. The television is untouched, and a little dusty, and other than a blanket and pillow tellingly situated on the edge of the couch, there isn't much in the way of clutter.

He smiles a little apologetically at Korra anyway. "That ... explains the robe, though," he adds. "You want something to drink?"
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[personal profile] outfoxy 2013-12-16 07:13 am (UTC)(link)
Naruto doesn't remember ever being kissed like that by someone before. It had been close, the one he'd gotten from Tsunade, but even then, that had been more like the kiss of a mother than anything. He'd never been kissed like that before by someone who could see him as more than a reminder of something good and long past. It makes him smile, hard enough that it hurts his cheeks a little, as he shuts the door behind Korra and traces her with his eyes as she walks to the couch and settles happily in.

"What's wrong with what you're wearing?" he asks, not minding the soft-looking robe, or the way it hugs the roundness of her hips when she wraps it more tightly around herself.

He glances to the kitchen a little guiltily. "I have milk, and plain iced tea, and soda, and coffee," he admits. All of it caffeinated; it honestly helps his concentration.
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[personal profile] outfoxy 2013-12-16 07:29 am (UTC)(link)
"It's not as bad as all that," Naruto says at the look on Korra's face as he lifts a half-drank bottle of soda off of the kitchen counter and opens it again to start re-working on it. It's warm and flat, but he drinks it anyway; half of his attention is on the stretch of her legs beneath her anyway, the color of her skin making it glow a little in the light of the refrigerator. He catches himself looking, choking on the soda with a short cough and setting it aside to wipe his mouth off with the back of his arm.

"There's celery sticks," he defends. "Anyway, how much harm could it be doing?" He gestures pointedly down at himself, more on the skinny side of things than anything, in his own opinion. He always had been; Kakashi and Sakura alike had commented on the state of his metabolism more than once.
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[personal profile] outfoxy 2013-12-16 07:51 am (UTC)(link)
"I don't have an energy problem." He gives her a slight frown, more petulant than anything, although he sets the soda aside sheepishly a second later. Drinking soda at past eight at night says otherwise, of course; true, maybe he doesn't have an energy problem, but he has a problem directing his energy. Restlessness isn't the same. Instead, playing with Korra's hair gives Naruto's hands something to do. He runs his fingers through it, surprised at how silky it is, for such a thick texture. He was expecting something closer to the coarseness of Jiraiya or Chouji, rather than what he finds. But Korra's a girl, and maybe that makes all the difference. Still, he smiles to himself, both for the pleasant feeling and the pleasant thought.

"It's not an excuse," he quickly qualifies, "I know I need to stop being picky, and I need to eat some fresh vegetables every day. But I need more to eat and more sleep than other people, because of being how I am. I have a friend, Gaara, who's the same way. Except the seal he had on him wasn't as strong as mine, so he never got enough sleep. He was crazy strung-out, it was awful."
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[personal profile] outfoxy 2013-12-16 08:14 am (UTC)(link)
Since she responds well to the hands in her hair, he takes it as a good sign, one that he can keep following his instinct, sweeping his thumbs in lazy circles over the skin behind her ears. The idea of shopping with her again is, weirdly or not, one that makes him happy enough to allow the idea of maybe branching out to broccoli and cabbage one he's more open to. When he feels her hands at his waist, he leans forward, dropping a quick kiss against the curve of her cheek.

"No," he says, worrying a little at his bottom lip. "I only really knew two people like me at all well. Everyone else was killed by the same people who were after me. But I met Gaara years earlier, when his village came to mine during the chuunin qualification exams. Gaara was from the Hidden Sand. We have a lot in common. Our histories, I mean. Other than that, though, we're pretty much night and day. More like," Naruto says, finding a more accurate way to put it, "Air and Earth. Although funny enough, I think his affinity is for wind, too. And there's Killer Bee, he was an old dude, like in his middle fifties. But also the coolest guy I ever met."
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[personal profile] outfoxy 2013-12-16 09:00 am (UTC)(link)
"I guess it is," Naruto answers, with a look of vague concern that flutters away a half second later as he carefully, and a little reluctantly, extricates himself from the embrace Korra had him in. It isn't that he wants to get away from her; more that he's not totally sure he'd be happy just doing that all night without sort of wanting to go a little further. And he is really, really not sure Korra is ready for that, no matter if he is.

"Couch?" he says, wrapping a hand over hers and pulling both of them back toward the living room, coaxing. Curling up on it with Korra and a blanket sounds like an ideal night, with the miserable weather outside, and the emptiness of the apartment before she'd arrived.

"Not all of the Hidden Sand ninja can bend sand," he tells her. "Although a lot of the powerful ones can. I guess it's smart to be a Sand-nin with a terrain advantage. And then Gaara had Shukaku in him. Bee-occhan had Hacchan. The One-Tail and the Eight-Tails. That's just three out of nine. I actually think it's sad I never got a chance to really get to know more."
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[personal profile] outfoxy 2013-12-16 09:50 am (UTC)(link)
"It didn't work that way. At least, I don't think it did. Bee-occhan was the first person who showed me how to do it, and you have to be in physical contact with another jinchuuriki, at least long enough to meld chakra, in order to communicate with the spirits inside of them. So if I was touching Bee, any one of us four could be part of the conversation. They were all originally part of something called the Ten-Tails," he explains, shrugging down deeper into the arm of the couch and the soft warmth of Korra's body beside his own.

"I'm really bad at stuff like this, but what I remember is, the Ten-Tails' body was sealed into the moon, and its chakra was sealed inside the Sage of the Six Paths, the very first jinchuuriki, and the son of the first person who could use their chakra to create spells. While the Ten-Tails was inside him, he split it into nine parts. Kurama is one of them. I can't talk to any of Kurama's old jinchuuriki, but Kurama knew them. So the Avatar State reunites you with all of your past lives?" He asks, making an impressed and slightly nervous expression.

"Just how many is that, anyway?"
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[personal profile] outfoxy 2013-12-17 05:51 am (UTC)(link)
"It was too strong. And it kept attacking humans," Naruto says, not really knowing much more detail than that. For all he'd listened, only the broad strokes, as ever, had sunk in, when Obito had been the more important, more relatable thing to focus on.

He drums his fingers a little awkwardly over his belly.

What Korra's explaining now doesn't sound totally out there to Naruto. Desperation and enlightenment he knows well enough. He'd originally relied on Kurama's power only out of anger and desperation. It had taken enlightenment to let them both stop being slaves to that tug of war anymore. But what Korra's describing also sounds seriously dangerous, more than Naruto might have thought it was. "So it's not just some super-mode," he says. "If you die when you're like that, the Avatar just goes away forever, then?" Naruto gives Korra a look of quiet comprehension. It explained, in part, why she'd given him so many talks about her responsibility. Her responsibilities really were completely different than his own.
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[personal profile] outfoxy 2013-12-17 06:13 am (UTC)(link)
The more Korra goes back and back and back in history, giving Naruto a list of who said what, the more his brows furrow, but it really isn't his place to object and, less because he wants to remain neutral and more because there's no reason for Korra to bother after it right this minute, he says nothing. Naruto leans forward instead, squeezing Korra's hand in his own and pressing a kiss, first against her forehead and then against her lips, softly.

"Maybe I can help with your meditation. I don't know if I'm a good teacher, or a good Avatar tutor, or anything like that, but I am, technically, a sage, for whatever that's worth. Fukusaku-ojiichan taught me how to get complete calm and clarity. It's the only way for me to gather the chakra from nature."
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[personal profile] outfoxy 2013-12-17 07:08 am (UTC)(link)
What's so funny about her final assessment is still a little beyond Naruto, even as Korra molds their lips together. Naruto is quick to dive into the kiss, making it deeper, and more heated; less and less sweet. By the time he stops himself to pull back again, his breath is a little hard, his position on the couch beside her, a little twisted.

"I wanna know what's okay with you," he says, one hand finding Korra's knee and rubbing slow circles. "I mean, I want to know what you're comfortable with. Because I'm pretty sure I'm comfortable with more than that."
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[personal profile] outfoxy 2013-12-17 07:28 am (UTC)(link)
"Uh," Naruto stammers, before answering with complete honesty, dropping his hot face to bury his forehead against the soft fabric of her robe and the cool back of the couch. Naruto gives her knee an apologetic squeeze.

"I mean, you're pretty hot. And I'm just ... hoping this can keep working out and I don't screw something up, so of course I'm imagining things I want to do with you." He gives her a look that suggests he's of the opinion that everyone thinks like that. Whether or not they openly admit to it. "What's wrong with wanting to fool around?"
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[personal profile] outfoxy 2013-12-17 07:43 am (UTC)(link)
She's asking; he takes it for granted that she really wants to know, and gives her a confused, intent, studious look, clear blue eyes taking on a laser-focus before he reaches both hands out to wrap his fingers around Korra's hips to pull her closer, thumbs stretching dangerously close to the hem of the robe she'd worn up to his place.

He dips his head closer to hers again, mouth near her ear, with hushed tones like the confession of a particularly good secret. "Well, a minute ago, it was you in my lap, without your shirt on, so that we could press ours chests together." Which is, in Naruto's opinion, actually kind of boyish and tame, but it's true. "Except now I'm wondering if you never even touched yourself or anything when you were all alone at the South Pole Didn't you ever? Not even once? I've gotta imagine things, when I do that."
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[personal profile] outfoxy 2013-12-17 08:11 am (UTC)(link)
"None of that stuff ever stopped me," Naruto says with an expression that reads plaintive confusion. He'd spent two and a half years on a lonely mountainside with a pervert nearing his sixties, working as many hours of the day as his body could physically take; which was, frankly, a lot of fucking hours. He'd not been so bashful about getting what he needed, if only from himself, unlike Jiraiya, who'd gone looking for a woman for the night on a weekly basis.

It hadn't been different for those girls, but maybe it was different, for girls like Korra.

He stops squinting when she's suddenly stretched across his lap, and he can feel the soft skin of her thighs pressing in on the thin material of his sweats. It is, already, maybe a little better than he imagined, because everything about Korra is just firm in all the right places, and yielding in all the best ones. His breath catches in surprise, before he recovers himself. He slides his hands up along her sides, before finding the tie of her robe with hands that are quietly fumbling, but confident enough.

"Well, maybe you should do it," he says, pulling the tie loose before moving his hands to the hem of his own slept-in t-shirt to pull it up. It's fair. Fair's fair. Especially since they've already been swimming together. She's seen him in less. "When you go home tonight, just get comfortable in your room and try to think about something that gets you all worked up, and just do it. That way you can find out what you like or not."
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[personal profile] outfoxy 2013-12-17 08:36 am (UTC)(link)
"Maybe it's twice as good or more when you have someone else," Naruto says, eyes flickering to the slip of Korra's robe off of her shoulder, revealing the smooth, pretty skin underneath. His eyes fall next on her collar, to the curve of her breasts beneath it, and back up again. The delicate skin there is oddly attractive, enough that he lifts a hand to stroke his thumb across the lines of her collarbone. "I don't actually know. I've never been with anyone like that. Like with you. Other priorities. But it was still good with me. Now I know what I like. If you have to figure out what you like with me ... " He isn't sure how to describe it. He's not the sort of guy who feels 'special' about something like that, but.

"I'll try not to screw it up too bad, Korra, I promise. I just seriously don't get it. I really want you to be able to get it. I just want you to feel good," he admits, a little helpless, before sliding both warm palms down the stretch of her abdomen, and lower, to stroke at the sensitive skin on the inside of her thighs, face growing hotter. He feels a little like he's going to shake apart, from excitement and nerves, but mostly he's fond. A weirdly tender feeling.
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[personal profile] outfoxy 2013-12-17 09:01 am (UTC)(link)
He takes her kiss, swallowing it down as fiercely as she gives it to him, teeth pressing her full bottom lip gently between them, tongue darting past her own until he smiles broadly against her mouth, breath heavier and deeper.

"You know what, it's fine. I been with me my entire life and I still don't get me. I just ... want to be with you until just the idea of you is enough to send me over the edge. Do you get it? It's like ... "

Naruto meets her eyes directly, shuffling her on his lap until he can snake a thigh between her legs, pressing up against her. The look on his face dares her to look away bashfully. One hand finds Korra's hip again, holding her in place, but the other he doesn't use to touch her. He touches himself with it. Slips it down the length of his own flat stomach to rub gently at the skin just above his cotton pants. When that touch does about all it can manage, slipping his thumb between his lips before pressing it against a pink nipple. It's easy as anything to think of it as her hand. Hers would be better, by far, but that's really not the point. And she won't tell him what she's in for, so he's going to have to let her test it out herself.
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[personal profile] outfoxy 2013-12-20 01:41 am (UTC)(link)
"Now you're in such a rush?" he laughs, teasing Korra a little, but meaning it only warmly. There's nothing he's wanted less from the very beginning than to make her feel like she's being judged for any of the ways in which she's different from him. She just makes him feel delighted, delighted and warm and buzzing. He leans in to find Korra's mouth again, placing a softer, fonder kiss there. They're both worked up now, maybe, but he's reluctant to let her go, even if she's going to try and make herself feel good. He does think it's important.

When they finally do it, he wants them both to do it because they want it, and they know what they want.

"We'll just do something really boring for a little while. Chill out. We never really hung out at home before, so that's something I wanna do, and you're here already. I usually settle down by thinking of something totally unappealing."
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[personal profile] outfoxy 2013-12-23 02:29 am (UTC)(link)
That thought is pretty unappealing to Naruto too, actually, who makes a slightly sickish expression as his hands reach to Korra's waist to help tie her robe back around her. He wonders if he shouldn't offer her his t-shirt before she leaves, or something.

"That works. Imagining my friend Chouji from home at the onsen usually works for me," he adds, shaking his head before sliding out from beneath Korra to give the both of them a little space on the sofa. Breathing room. "We could do something to help you get sleepy. Do you like hot drinks? Or board games. Board games work for me."
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[personal profile] outfoxy 2013-12-25 12:16 am (UTC)(link)
"You don't know what an onsen is?" Naruto asks in genuine, worried surprise. He never considered that somewhere like the South Pole wouldn't have any. but it does make sense. It's still ... sort've depressing. The onsen was one of Naruto's favorite places. Even if his voice was always too loud to seem polite when he visited.

"It's like .. a public bath? Around a hot spring? Well, I mean, you don't get a bath in the spring with other people. That'd be weird. You shower first and then you get in the springs for a while. The minerals are really good for your skin, or at least, that's what I've been told. It might have just been one of Ero-sennin's two excuses. Either way, it feels like the best thing in the world. I usually end up staying in too long and end up with low blood pressure for the rest of the night," he admits.

"There were tons of them in my country. I guess I never really considered that other countries would be different, even at home."